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52 Songs

by Paul Monjee

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1.
Well the band broke up and I lost my head the women went away I couldn't find no friends just waiting for this to end but I don't see that happening I had a small fortune but now it's gone spent all my money recording our songs planned spend a few years of my life on the road until my best friends went away I'm underwater again S.O.S. my friend send a boat full of money make those rainy days sunny again I'm underwater again
2.
Friday has come again, ain't got a dime to show but the coolers packed got a couple of sacks and a pack of Marlboros got a yellow kayak strapped to the back a grill and a fishing pole what doesn't kill us Sunday honey Monday they won't know Ain't got no money to pay the bills but I got a couple of friends of mine who supply me with cheap thrills got a friend who kicks, get me my fix and a girl named Debra Anne we're heading out heading south sleeping in the van Saw seagulls in the distance so I threw out a line caught a three foot mahi know it's gonna taste oh so fine a little rum and smoke it ain't no joke but I'm sure having fun grilling mine on mile marker nine on the side of US1 No one's at the castle now so I think I'm on my own a bed in the back of Fat Lucy sure makes that van into home well, time will turn it's weary hands 'till we run out of gas then you can bury me at sea baby and say goodbye at last
3.
So many things for me to see So many places I ain't been So many people yet to meet But I'm still glued to my seat So many journeys for me to go So many things that I do not know So many days that'll fade away If I don't stand up today Yeah I got time to kill oh tonight but i don't want to waste my life I don't want to waste I just want a taste I don't want to waste my life
4.
I'm getting out of this swamp today I'm getting out of this swamp Any way I can I'm getting out of this swamp I got my whole life packed up in my van This town ain't got nothing left for me And I got nothing left to give I know I know I know I've got to leave If I want to live and "I want to live" I'm getting out of this swamp Got my whole life packed up in my van Going out west, gonna be a better man I'm doing any damn thing, any damn thing that I can I got my whole life packed up in my van
5.
they said I shouldn't move to California I wouldn't fit in with the Hollywood elite the fearful, yeah they always try to warn you but I'm still standing here on my two feet and to the beat of different drum doing everything I love realizing quickly that the world still turns without you anyway doesn't matter what you do or what you say to free of mind say they're wasting all their time say it doesn't matter 'cause the world still turns around you anyway and we all know what you say is just a lie it's just a lie, lie, lie it's just a lie why even try it's just a lie It's just a LIE!!!
6.
I've been broken I've been beaten down Swam up from the bottom More times than I can count But that all changed to my surprise the moment that I first saw myself reflected in your eyes And it's not about Where we're going to It's irrelevant all those things we said we would do All that matters now Is that I'm here with you Just love me now Because we're running out of time
7.
Get it While you can Opportunity doesn't seem to like to knock twice Had it In my hand Lost and found love affair, I got it back It's All Coming Back Again Hold up In a cave Ain't no way to be alive so I'm breaking free Get up And dance Tonight might be your last if tomorrow never comes It's All Coming Back Again
8.
I'm a Stuggler Struggling to understand I'm a brother Brother to any man And I'm a child I ain't follow no rules And I'm a shoulder When I hold her Don't you cry, love Don't you cry Been talking a whole lot lately 'bout how good it used to be surrounded by the music and the love of your family but it'll be soon a world of no separation as the profit once said one heart one love and one nation But when push comes to shove They ain't no match against the power of love it's how we keep our heads held high 'till we leave babylon you know that I and I will be there
9.
Moments 02:13
Talking 'bout yesterday While speaking of tomorrow is foolish because I'm here right now Worrying about the future And cryin' about the past Is foolish because we're here right now And life's made up of moments yeah, moments are all we got and that's a lot I'd walk with you forever But forever don't exist and if you turn your head for a moment then the moment will be missed And life's made up of these moments yeah, they're all we got and that's a lot To procrastinate is to die a way to try and hide from life the moments of the future are moments made of lies and life's made up of moments yeah, moments are all we got and that's alot I ain't scared of dying because death is on my side reminding me that it's good to be alive and one day's sure to come when all of this is done...
10.
Bimini 04:22
I want to go back to a place called Bimini where I can lay my head down take comfort from the sea I want to go home where the mahi mahi roam all day under palm trees in a plot of my own Bury me in Bimini on the south side of the isle sunrise and sunsets hit make grave with an oceanfront smile I want to get drunk on that Bahamian rum spend my days under palm trees with my beard turning white I want to dance to that little reggae band down at the Complete Angler my girl is in my hands Bury me in Bimini on the south side of the isle sunrise and sunsets hit make grave with an oceanfront smile And if there's no room for me in Bimini then bury me at sea and everytime you smile into the ocean you'll be smiling right at me don't worry, be happy for me I lived a good life now you can bury me at sea
11.
Hey baby are you tired of being my baby Hey darling are you tired of being my girl She said that my home was not a home no more box up my shit and get out the door she said she saw me talking to that whore that lives across the street Said that I need to get the fuck out quit acting like own a piece of her house get my flat broke ass off the couch and be on my way But baby don't you want to be my baby Darling don't you want to be Honey don't you want to be Sugar don't you want to be my girl So I cried and I cried and I cried for days didn't think I'd find my way drank too much and lost too much weight just trying to take my life I went to a doctor and she gave me pills didn't seem to fix my ills all I need is to find some thrills to get me through the night But baby don't you want to be my baby Darling don't you want to be my girl But then I starting thinking real hard and I realized... Well I got my wine and I got my whiskey got my guitar, a couple girls to kiss me I don't understand why you got to diss me when you're the one that broke my heart Well the present is a present because the past is gone Photographs and Memories, a couple of songs I don't give a shit, what went wrong I just need a brand new start And maybe I don't want to be your baby No darling, I don't want to be your man
12.
so many years in my life have passed six years gone that I thought would last amazing how an evening can change everything the dreams of yesterday will fade the future that we thought we'd made the plans that were consistently laid upon broken ground and tomorrow is a day away and I can't seem to speak all the words I wish would come out they sleep so deep beneath all the broken dreams and the promises that I could never keep just a guarantee that the love I found was so much more that me and I dream and I dream so I left her in that manuscript that she has yet to write boxes of possessions packed well I raise my glass and say goodnight now it's back to the war this trite battle for a life "one moment at a time" they say one moment at a time well the seconds pass via the second hand, the pass me downs of the ever-damned, and the faucet leaks so the blind can understand that life don't wait no, life don't wait life don't wait for any man
13.
I need a little victory I need a minor hit in a major key Need a life boat in this tumbling sea I need a good woman to remind me That I am a man Even when I cannot stand Would you take my hand And help me off the floor I need a miracle I need to find me another muse The last one I trusted, broke me down and I'm tired of the abuse Because I am a man Even when I cannot stand Would you take my hand And help me off the floor We could dance all night baby Watch the sunrise by the sea I'll make you breakfast in the morning If you'd be my little victory Would you be my little victory? Thank you for being my little victory. ------------------------------------------- There is truth in advertising yes I swear, yes I swear got new Nike on my feet Vidal Sassoon in my hair I could sure use a Budweiser Fruit of the Loom underwear There is truth in advertising I swear Why would they lie to me when they all love what they sell plus we all know that the liars got a special place in hell on the television, radio, and in the magazines the advertising gods perpetuate the American dream There is truth in advertising yes I know, yes I know got elixirs for my headaches and a cure to save my soul many dreams could be achieved so many foreign lands to go there is truth in advertising yes I know There is truth in advertising let it be, let it be now I know that I don't need to buy everything they try to sell me but so easily divided is a fool and his money there is truth in advertising let it be
14.
Buzzkill 01:33
You're a buzzkill You're a killjoy You are no fun And I'm a fun boy So I'm giving my reasons That I am leaving And I've never been so overjoyed I never minded a debater But hate one uppers and the haters can't hang with facebook check inners why don't you put your phone away? Well she answered that phone in the theatre and blathered on and on during the feature if I was white trash I'd probably beat her but I'm a frail pacifist I couldn't raise a fist Oh I just can't take it any longer Don't know how this could get any wronger She's such a braggadocios talker and she ate my peanut butter pie she ate every last bite! She's a buzzkill She's a killjoy She's is no fun And I'm a fun boy So I'm giving my reasons That I am leaving And I've never been so overjoyed
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saw you from a distance saw you at a show bet from the stage you could hear my heart go boom boom boom out my chest somebody call an EMT it's cardiac arrest every time you sing a song it breaks my heart breaks my heart just a little bit you can come to my treehouse we can burn one down needle on the record for a bit then hit town play for the hipsters by the resevoir or sing in the canyon until your voice is sore what we do doesn't matter to me just as long as i can hear you sing every time you sing a song it breaks my heart breaks my heart just a little bit we know the same people we know the same haunts but none of that matters when you know the same songs know the same jams love the same beats so let's get together on Frenchman Street but if you can't make it to New Orleans there's always Miami, NYC, and Los Angeles every time you sing a song it breaks my heart breaks my heart just a little bit singing in the bedroom singing in the shower singing every second, every minute, every hour singing in the sunshine singing in the rain singing on the mountain top or on the beach again singing for yourself or perhaps a coffee shop busking on the street 'til you're stopped by cops singing for a bar full of people in your socks or singing just for me until my heart stops every time you sing a song it breaks my heart breaks my heart just a little bit I need a doctor 'cause my heart has stopped you know I'm always on the chopping block every time you sing a song it breaks my heart breaks my heart just a little bit
16.
Well I'm the guy you call when all the other guys forgot to call you It's 2am and you need a friend let's not pretend that you don't know what you came to do put the needle on the record while you pour us a little booze you're gone before dawn but I think I'll be seeing you real soon because I'm your booty call it doesn't bother me at all that I'm just your booty call you can call me any time yes I'm your booty call you can call me any name Jimmy, James, Sheelin, Miguel, Todd, or Paul because I'm your booty call and you can call me any time
17.
Met a cool chicleta with a new drop top At a Hollywood Boulevard oyster shop She said "what you wanna do?" Let's get out of town as the sun comes bright You ain't gotta go to work tonight Let's hit the road Traffic will be here soon So we better fly City in the rearview Wave good-bye I want to cruise up the coast with you See what kind of trouble We can get ourselves into I want to cruise up the coast with you Yes I do Rollin' up the PCH Fried shrimp and eggs for breakfast at the Neptune's Net Mix tape number seven, it's the best one yet At least with you listening it is Up through Malibu on a cliff side drive laughing through Ventura / Santa Barbara county line does that sound good to you? Guadalupe Pismo San Luis Obispo Morro Bay Monterey Up to San Francisco Marin County Through the city of Sausalito Up through Sonoma to Mendocino I want to cruise up the coast with you See what kind of trouble We can get ourselves into I want to cruise up the coast with you Yes I do Rollin' up the PCH Pacific Coast Highway
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JibbaRish 01:42
When I smoke I usually take at most a couple tokes but she came by with a big ole jay ready to roast so we toast up on the porch pass it forth and back a bunch but forgot to pay attention and I think I hit too much I'm speaking jibba jibba jibba jibba jibba Gibberish Back inside we went, Toots was playing on the box singing Sweet and Dandy and Pressure Drop Record finished spinning started playing our guitars traded songs for thirty minutes until I was seeing stars about that time our bellies began that familure growl she said she really wants to chow at In And Out She's speaking jibba jibba jibba jibba jibba Gibberish Actually to tell you the truth I'd rather stay at home and sing But I'm living by this new creed where I say yes to everything let's jump in you car get some burgers hit the record store "Sure, I can handle it, I've been this stoned before" that's the mantra that I tell myself as we head into the rainy world paranoia hits me like a brick but it doesn't hit this girl I try to play it cool but I'm a fool to try and keep up with her every sight and sound around compounds to a dumbfounded stir We're speaking jibba jibba jibba jibba jibba Gibberish or something
19.
I don't care if you see the cards I'm playing with You can already see it on my face The game of love is a game worth gambling When you finally draw that ace Twist your head Shake you up Turn it inside out One moment believing And the next so full of doubt The game of love will lose you If you lose the will to love So it's time I let you know You're the one I'm dreaming of I got it bad For you And I hope that you got it bad For me too I don't know where the story is going to Maybe that's the best part The game of love is a game worth savoring When you finally get that spark Won't you let your guard down No proper course to chart The game of love is a delicate voyage So please dear won't you be Careful with my heart I got it bad For you And I hope that you got it bad For me too
20.
Too many nights of crying too many chances given to you too many times you lied and too many chances given to you I don't need the penalties of love without the good things too you make me feel like dying too many chances given to you Yeah, it's been bad for a while don't remember the last time that we smiled doing anything together don't know how to make it better don't know how to get forever again been trying to go with the flow but the flow don't flow no more you know gonna wait another minute before I go just one last chance? I swear I'm really gone this time need to find something new to sooth my mind need a rhythm of reason some brand new rhymes and a couple days in the sun don't wait up because I ain't coming back don't need another moment of emotional attack my guitar is my six gun, you know I'm strapped so just wave goodbye! Too many nights of crying too many chances given to you too many times you lied and too many chances given to you I don't need the penalties of love without the good things too you make me feel like dying too many chances given to you
21.
Alone 01:56
I haven't been this afraid in a long time I haven't been this scared in years Because everything is ending All at the same time And in the place you stood There's nothing good To give me piece of mind And I'm alone I am an island I know it's not good for my health All this time I'm spending by myself alone Waiting for something Something to take this all away Wondering how I'm ever gonna replace you They say I "Really need to go and get back out there" "Really need to see the world again" "A life a solitude is not worth living" "Life is not a life without a friend" And I'm alone I am an island I know it's not good for my health All this time I'm spending by myself alone Waiting for something Something to take this all away Wondering how I'm ever gonna replace you
22.
Tired of sitting shiva for a life that was not real Tired of standing on the losing side So tired of these ideals Tired of being the protagonist Being Sisyphus Rock right up that hill Tired of standing on the losing side And I think it's about time to kill To kill the pain I gotta say goodbye To the life I love to lead So many years invested Am I just being tested Or can I finally get the guts to leave There's no reprieve Just the relief Release, release the memories Find a brand new melody Release, release the memories Somewhere there's a brand new me Somewhere there's a brand new me.
23.
Hey there Miss, it's been a long long time I'm coming back around your way Don't even know if you want to see me Don't know what I'm going to say Put a candle in the window if you want me coming 'round I'll be swinging by on Sunday Down in your part of town Hey there Miss, it's been a long long time I'm coming back around your way Many years ago I broke your heart You were begging me to stay I was a fool, I can see that now Don't know why I went away Guess I was young and dumb and full of stuff I tried to get you back but you say you've had enough Hey there Miss, it's been a long long time I'm coming back around your way And She Says... "Hey there Mister, it's been a long long time Why you coming back my way You tore my heart apart Oh way back when I got nothing left to say You ran off with your future ex-wife now you're knocking on my door trying to spoil my happy life, well Hey there Mister, it's been a long long time Why you coming back my way" And I say Hey there Miss it's been a long long time and I'd really like to stay And She says "You can beg and plead You can scream and shout but if you don't get off my doorstep I'm gonna knock you out" "Hey there Mister, it's been a long long time Why don't you be on your way I got nothing left to say" Alright, I'll be on my way.
24.
She's a dangerous woman and I like her that way She's a dangerous woman, got so much to say She says "Tie Me Up, Tie Me Up, Treat Me Badly" She's a dangerous woman and I love her madly She's a dangerous woman who gets in my brain She's a dangerous woman that eases my pain When I tie her up, tie her up, it all goes away though just for the now, she'll be leaving someday Dangerous woman takes me for a ride Dangerous woman, I got nowhere to hide She says "Tie Me Up, Tie Me Up, Bring Me To Life" She ain't looking for a husband, I ain't looking for a wife She's a dangerous woman who's stolen my heart She's a dangerous woman who tears me apart So I tie her up, tie her up, won't let her go There's a place with a secret that I know she'll hold She's a dangerous woman who's calling my name A dangerous woman who will never be tamed They say "Tie Her Up, Tie Her Up, It's All That She Wants" My dangerous woman, she's already gone.
25.
I'm just here to perpetuate the myth of my existence that's why I'm staying past last call I'll meet you in the back alley when you finish closing up looking for a good time and a place to rest that's all And in the morning we might ask "what the fuck were we thinking?" but I hope it's just coffee and a goodbye kiss six hours on the road 'til I hit the next shitty little bar sleeping freezing in my car darling don't you know you're missed When will it be? What did we say? another hour, another day distance don't make it better like they claim or maybe it does what the hell do I know drive ten thousand miles to play a hundred shows just to find that bed again will I find that bed again? I'm just here singing for an audience of no one even the sound guy is just playing with his phone and the shady promoter ran off with all my money I'm stranded in Nowheresville alone Wash my fast food dinner down with a pint of whiskey oh this glamorous life that I chose now I wonder what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck was I thinking? I know I never ever ever should have left my happy home When will it be? What did I say? another hour, another day distance don't make it better like they claim or maybe it does what the hell do I know drive ten thousand miles to play a hundred shows just to find that bed again will I find that bed again?
26.
Hey there darling, I think you got me wrong I'm not your true love, I just play him in a song I am a liar, a liar with a guitar I am the thief of broken hearts If you're waiting for true love, you probably shouldn't wait for me Because soon I'll disappear, somewhere in the sea I am a transient, just living song to song with a bag of broken hearts to carry on I am a fading light but tonight I'll burn bright for you Gonna take that broken heart, and leave you with something new We're all in this together, just looking for a chance to love So look to your side and not above Because all we got is each other, no safety net to rely All we have is our friendship, then we die, yes we die So don't save your broken heart for true love Because your broken heart's a lie Just open up your arms Just open up your eyes Just open up your heart you're home
27.
Gypsy Kiss 02:56
She had her face painted like a gypsy with flowers in her hair long legs wrapped around me and eyes of such a kind kind stare Well I guess I've been lonesome oh, for a little while amazing how a stranger's kiss can bring back a long forgotten smile So I'm taking it easy enjoy this while it lasts think I will remember this kiss long after the moment's passed Well you make the world go silent when you press your lips to mine never thought heaven could hear me 'til they sent you down as a sign And I know it's just a kiss but I never felt a kiss like this and if this could last forever it would be my wish even though I know it's just a kiss Swing from rings like monkeys then saunter in the sun toes wading in the water down in front of everyone she reaches out to touch me everybody disappears got the whole beach to ourselves for the moment as her supple lips draw near my hand wound up in beach blond hair hers is on my face lips locked standing in the sand by the strand in a sensual embrace I can't say that I know too much but I know that I know this there's no time like the right now honey and right now I want to kiss And I know it's just a kiss but I never felt a kiss like this and if this could last forever it would be my wish there's no such thing there's no such thing as just a there's no such thing as just a kiss
28.
Don't wait too long because we're already losing touch Don't wait too long because I already miss you much Don't wait too long If you don't come around soon darling I'll be gone You've been MIA oh, for more than a couple of day didn't know where you went but I didn't get a message if you sent one to me Did you find another? Or are you just out with your friends? we all need some time alone but I want to know if this this time apart is the end Don't wait too long because we're already losing touch Don't wait too long because I already miss you much Don't wait too long If you don't come around soon darling I'll be gone You've been MIA oh, for more than a couple of day didn't know where you went but I didn't get a message if you sent one to me Did you find another? Or are you just out with your friends? we all need some time alone but I want to know if this this time apart is the end
29.
My Pretend Girlfriend doesn't ever call me but I just can't stop talking about her My Pretend Girlfriend, we barely see each other but I just can't stop thinking about her My Pretend Girlfriend all I seem to do is write songs about her, day and night My Pretend Girlfriend we got a great relationship all I do is love and love and we never fight Pretend Girlfriend La La, La La La La La La La Pretend Girlfriend La La La La La La La La La La La Pretend Girlfriend La La, La La La La La La Pretend Girlfriend La La, La La La La La La La La La Bom Bom Bom Bom
30.
He was a fatboy At least that's what they said Billy cried in his room Wishing they were dead Daddy had a shot gun and a loaded 38 So Billy went to the playground With them tucked in his waist Now he's playing with matches He's playing with fire "Burn the whole place down Because I got a name" He's playing with matches again He was a fatboy At least that's what they said That day at the playground Where they nearly met their end But he vowed that day to never let anyone Push him that far So he put down his guns And picked up a guitar And now he's playing with matches He's playing with fire "Burn the whole place down Because I got a name" He's playing with matches again
31.
Well you came from the mountain So very far above us Poor peasants and pedestrians No family to speak of No friends holding your love Just and imprisoned heart And a most fearful tongue You say you're tired of this desert That you've been living in Even though you found an escape You're a liar with a mirror That couldn't be clearer Just a doll in a cage What a waste, what a waste So bored with the fools Falling all over you Got no tact, just their hearts on their sleeves Whatever happened to that lover You had back in Florida If he was so good Then why the fuck did you leave You say you dream of the ocean You'd love to come sailing With me if I would have you there But I been tied this dock now For over two weeks Just waiting for you But I no longer care And a day will come When no one is left to hear you cry And there will be none To hold your hand while you die We all die
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Snakes 03:11
I'm not much more than an after-thought But the fact that you thought of me at all means a lot Yeah you know it does Phone rings late at night Hoping it's her It's not It's you And that's something Something alright A late night hang where the snakes go up our nose A little late night rambling where the brown goes down our throats It's a strange thing to see the devil again We were never enemies But we never really were friends That's how it goes Hell is gonna have to wait a little bit longer I'll be there when I'm done singing my songs I'll be there with bells on A late night hang where the snakes go up our nose A little late night rambling where the brown goes down our throats Okay I don't want to fight I just want what feels good What feel so right Now, now, now Do you want my love I'll give it to you any way you want While you praise your lord above Oh God! Oh God! Oh God! We scream As we burn up in the fire This sin is just a place to begin There's no quench for desire So we're gonna take all of this medicine Fix us up real good Standing on a precipice I won't, I can't I think I should Jump into the nothing with weights tied to my feet There is so much more to this life than your book wants us to be So we talk and talk and talk As we walk back to reality A late night hang where the snakes go in our head A little late night rambling Got us feeling better than we did A late night hang where the snakes in our heads Dig those fangs in until we're dead
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Georgia 02:48
Well I'm walking over to Georgia because Georgia likes her men Sad blue eyes beat up heels and looking for a friend So I take her clothes off slowly, because I won't see her again Because the train is coming baby and I have to leave tomorrow at ten She said "Your money's worth an hour but would you mind if I stayed the night" "In the moldy bed of the motel six, lying by your side?" And I said "Georgia that would be alright" And she began to cry Now the pain is coming baby And I don't think she'll make it through the night. Sunrise beckons me out of the bed I didn't sleep a wink She's singing in the shower and I don't know what to think I said "Georgia you sound so delightful" "What happend between now and last night?" She said "The rain was pouring Pauley but now, somehow I can see the light" She drove me to the station where we would say goodbye Her feet, firmly planted in Macon, where she would surely die Now the tracks of life are leading me to the smokey hills of Tennessee The train is coming Georgia and this is the last time you'll see me Yeah the train is coming Georgia and this is the last time you'll hear from me.
34.
Esther Bim Yim comes from Nevada She doesn't really know how to drive She pulls out in front on me in her Toyota I swerve into her hood just to stay alive Esther Bim Yim Esther Bim Yim Esther Bim Yim Esther Bim Yim doesn't know how to drive! Esther Bim Yim is gonna kill somebody If she don't get herself off the road I hope that I am not that body Because to hell I'm not ready to go Esther Bim Yim Esther Bim Yim Esther Bim Yim Esther Bim Yim isn't ready to drive! Can't get no money from her insurance She won't admit that she was wrong So I'm gonna make a million dollars From Esther Bim Yim driving song Esther Bim Yim Esther Bim Yim Esther Bim Yim Esther Bim Yim doesn't know how to drive!
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So many years of being alone Guess it was my own fault Building glass houses Then filling the air with stones So many times I turned away Easier to walk or self sabotage then to trust a new spot to stay I been talking to you but you were never listening I been looking right through you because it so much less painful than to see than to see everything everything is so broken and abused it's gonna take more than just another muse this time time is all I have all I have to give all I have to love all I have to live So many years of being alone Guess it was my own fault Building glass houses Then filling the air with stones So many times I turned away Easier to walk or self sabotage then to trust a new spot to stay got no spot to stay and I set it all up this way
36.
Met a girl the other night at the bar making me drinks Yeah she was jockin' your steez Jock, jockin' your steez Shook me up a sazarac with a smile and a wink Yeah she was jockin' your steez Jock, jockin' your steez She had a whole lotta sweet with a little bit of sleeze Yeah she was jockin' your steez Jock, jockin' your steez Had me shaking in my Chucks, what a temptuous tease Yeah she was jockin' your steez Jock, jockin' your steez First glance got me thinking that that girl was you she had her hair up in the same way that you like to do Shakey, shakey, shakey, to the jukebox playing Hips, they seem to move in a familiar way She was jockin', jockin', jockin' your steez Oh this girl was jockin', she was rockin' your steez Had me on my knees singing come on mama please Jockin your steez, jock, jockin' your steeze Met a girl the other night at the bar making me drinks Had me shaking in my Chucks, what a temptuous tease Shook me up a sazarac with a smile and a wink She had a whole lotta sweet with a little bit of sleeze First glance got me thinking that that girl was you she had her hair up in the same way that you like to do Shakey, shakey, shakey, to the jukebox playing Hips, they seem to move in a familiar way She was jockin', jockin', jockin' your steez Oh this girl was jockin', she was rockin' your steez Swear if you'd seen her you would of said "bitch please" Jockin your steez, jock, jockin your steeze
37.
I still believe in love I still believe in peace but I know what they think they think I'm so naive well I still got hope they say "it's just for young folks, who probably smoke too much dope and hide away the fear" well maybe that is true but I got some love for you and it don't matter if you send it back my way I got a hand to lend I've been at many ropes end I could never pretend that I feel nothing for them Hey, I've got enough to fill my brother's cup so he can live another day Hey, I've got enough to fill my brother's cup so he can live another day I still believe in love I still believe in peace but I know what they think they think I'm so naive Yeah I still got hope No...
38.
It's Not Halloween Without you It's Not Halloween When You're Not Here No Zombies In My Life Since I Lost My Wife No Skeletons No Blood Curdling Screams Because Without You It's Not Halloween
39.
You drink from the water that I brought from the well paint your face pretty so no one can tell you say your smile is the truth but I know you too well and it's a long way down Took what I could carry before you burned all the rest lifetimes deleted with the flick of your wrist and I am forgotten as soon as you kiss his lips yeah it's a long way down Bridge becomes ashes but that river won't die it just keeps on running without even a sigh soon you'll pass me by and I won't missed because it's a long way down when you just walk on by Like I don't exist Love has been buried but not laid to rest look in this new girls eyes and I still taste your kiss oh how can I be here when I don't exist I know it's a long way down and I cannot see an end It's a long way down when you lose your best friend
40.
Just For You 01:58
At the end of '09 I put out a new CD some people were bummed they said it didn't sound like me they were dissapointed they said the record was disjointed so I made this this record just for you didn't sell many copies gave most away for free put up on the internet by thieves i guess music is worthless unless it's on MTV well that's bad news troubadours like me Never gave up on my dreams but my dreams gave up on me great job with pretty good money so I'll just keep on singing on records and on the road a time bomb ticking, ready to expload
41.
First Breath 00:36
I'd tell you all my secrets if you wanted to hear them from me Phobias, Fears, Dreams, Hopes, and all the Deepest Memories Oh I don't know why this is happening But I know that I'm happy it's happening Yeah I know that I like that it's happening to me oh oh oh It feels like my first breath
42.
Death Of Me 02:55
Some small town in some place she's been born Raised well and loved by mom and dad but warned About a man that she would love and hate But she could never leave Oh that woman, is gonna be the death of me We met on a Tuesday at the Canyon Country store Conversing over coffee, souls connecting at the core With a wild heart and gypsy eyes Thought this is where I want to be But knew that woman was gonna be the death of me As it always seems to happen, our great love began to fade Dissolving into nothing was the life that we had made Some times, looking at a blank page Is the only way to see Yeah that woman, was gonna be the death of me As I bled out on the floor of my new home She blew the smoke from the barrel, said she needs to be alone And that with me still upon this earth She knew she would never find no peace Yeah that woman was the death of me Yeah that woman was the death of me Tossed in the Pacific, nowhere near Bimini Yeah that woman was the death of me
43.
Take Me Home 02:01
Lord won't you take me home so I can finally be happy Lord won't you take me home so I can finally be free Lord won't you take me home so I can finally be happy Lord won't you take me home so I can finally be me When they come with their guns to my front door Stand me tall, all up in a line Now I ain't afraid of dying but maybe that's just me because when I die I'm gonna die free
44.
No Way Home 01:27
We all get tired and we all get dead and we all get lonely and we all get fed the same bullshit from the world around but some of us can't seem to get up off the ground yeah there's no way home no way home We all get dumb and we all get tricked and we all get pushed and we all get hit the same bullshit from the world around but some of us can't seem to get up off the ground yeah there's no way home no way home We all get hurt and we all get stressed and we all get nothing and we all get depressed We all get hate and we all get strain Because we all got life so we all get pain from the same bullshit from the world around but some of us can't seem to get up off the ground yeah there's no way home because there is no home yeah there's no way home because there is no home yeah there's no way home because there is no home
45.
So tired of wearing this mask I've been wearing for you And I'm tired of caring too much But I keep on this path because it's all that I know Live in a house of business not a home to grow "Keep on smiling" That's what they say "Keep everything friendly and false or it'll come back and bite you one day" This is not life This is not family It's just the place where you go when you can't stand the responsibility it takes to be free This is not love This is a negotiated contract I was too young to be suspect Of people so unkind This is my stand Standing up before blinded eyes You say "It's not a surprise" You never really thought that much of me But now I'm free Now I'm free Now I'm free to be a failure Yeah I'm free Now I'm free Now I'm free Yeah I'm free to be a thinker thinking anything I want Now I'm free Now I'm free Now I gotta make something Gotta make something of me Now I'm free Now I'm free Yeah I'm free, yeah I'm free Time to see what I'm gonna be Now I'm free Now I'm free
46.
They can't all be winners They can't all be in tune Some nights I'm a winner Other nights this is the best that I can do Shoo-be-do-be-do-be-do I'm not a winner to you I'm not a winner to me too Oh Oh Oh 52 Songs That I'm gonna play Do the best that I can But sometimes the best is lame They can't all be winners No they can't all be in tune No they can't all be winners Some nights this is the best I can do This is the best that I can do
47.
A perfect night out with my friends then I seem to disappear again when I meet a lovely lady who captivates my soul I wonder, do my friends all roll their eyes when I tell them I don't need a ride that I met somebody special and it's different this time Oh no I'm in love again I feel real sorry for all my friends Because I'm gonna talk about her all day day and night Oh no I'm broke up again I feel real sorry for all my friends Because I'm gonna talk about her all day day and night It's a cycle That's got me spinning around I know that I am not all there I haven't been for many years ever since the storm that took that took my home away I'm not okay Know that I could use some help So thank you for being your self Thank you for your shoulder Every time it's over Oh no I'm in love again I feel real sorry for all my friends Because I'm gonna talk about her all day day and night Oh no I'm broke up again I feel real sorry for all my friends Because I'm gonna talk about her all day day and night It's a cycle That's got me spinning around
48.
Jack came up to me asking for some help Got himself in another bind With this girl named Suzy Silk Wife came home, found Suzy and Jack all up in the bed Jack says if his wife had found his shotgun they'd both surely be dead I shook my head shook my head I said "Jack you better go back to that woman that you love" "Suzy may be what you want right now" "but she don't matter in the long run" "A thousand roses for a million tears is the least that you can do" "Jack you better get on those knees, beg that woman to stay with you" "And you better be true" "Yeah you better stay true" Few weeks later Jack came back Smiling ear to ear Wife said she's forgive him and Jack was in the clear I smiled Pat Jack on the back Said, "That was nice to hear" He grinned a little louder and said "ain't nothng to fear" "Let's grab a beer" So we drank some beers A whole lot of beer Way too much beer Me and Jack at the Lorelei Just sipping on that milk Three sheets to the wind and then in walks Suzy Silk Suzy smiles Jack returns Throws him right off track Wonder what his old lady is gonna say When tonight he don't come back Bet she attacks I bet she attacks A couple days later Jack came to the dock With a couple black eyes For the couple of rocks That finally knocked a bit of sense in there And popped Jack out his socks No one ever saw Suzy again But I don't think she'll be stealing anymore men Jack's wife knows how to hide a body And I bet she'd do it again
49.
Sold cocaine to the rich kids Sold blotter to my friends Sold a bag of weed to my favorite teacher Didn't fuck around with heroin Sold some ecstasy to my boss And then I sold some mescaline But I never sold my dreams So my dreams will never end Sold popcorn at a theatre Sold CDs at my shows Sold lemonade back when I was eight Sold a stolen car stereo Sell my time on a regular basis But I ain't no gigolo No I won't ever sell my soul So my soul will never go We all want to live forever Ever since life began Since that first amphibious creature grew legs and crawled on to land We're drowning every moment Reading tales of Peter Pan Dying for existence And looking for flames to fan Yeah, we're all dying for existence And looking for flames to fan
50.
Just Friends 01:34
We're walking and talking and drinking and singing and looking to the universe for universal meaning Got a dollar in a bucket when we play on the street got a belly full of shrimp when I grill up a feast Sure we catch a flick, sometimes we dinner or pick the same horse and both end up winners Got everything in common but there is no sex believe me when I say that "we are just friends" We're Just Friends There's a show, we should go, everybody come along we can dance, take a stance, take a chance and be wrong make up our own lyrics as we belt out a song hi-fives all around and nobody gets gonged Skinny dip Saturday, reggae afternoon the next A whole lot of fun but there's still no sex Wish that my gal was no so vexed because I swear on my life that we are just friends We're Just Friends Always accusing, accusing me of relations you see as infidelity even though you know I would never cheat I'd drop you like you're hot, which you are, but see My friends are my friends, that's what I need But you my love, are my love lovely Loving all the time that I spend with you But I love, yes I love, yes I love my friends too We're Just Friends
51.
So this cat came up to me the other day and he say "hey man I heard that you play some music but I was kinda wondering what kind of music do you do?" And I said "Man, you know, it's really a whole mix of different shit" "It's a melting pot culture, I think I'm just chewing the stew" It's a melting pot culture and I'm just chewing the stew A troubadour paperboy giving you news Folk, Rock, Reggae, Psycadelic, Punk, Blues With Tunes about Love, Loss, Traveling and Booze And he says "Alright man, I get what you're doing here. You're trying not to define yourself by any normal standard definitions of musical categorizations and shit. But just tell me who you're listening to man. What kind of tunes you dig, where you get your style from, where you're inspiration comes from? And I say "Oh you want to hear where my inspiration comes from?" And he says "Yeah man, I want to know what inspires you." And I say "Alright man, I guess I'll tell you what inspires me" All the things that I see And the air that I breath And the love that I give And all the love that I receive To the people that leave And the ones that deceive And the ones that I hurt And the ones I relieve And he says "Really? Really, that's what you're gonna give me? I'm trying to tell people what kind of music you play. I'm trying to figure out who you are man. Come on. So I'm just gonna ask you as blatantly as I can see, as I can ask you Paul Monjee..." So he says to me "Just tell me who do you sound like?" And I said to him, I said "What?" And he says "Who do you sound like?" And I get a little grin up on my face and I say "What man? I can't hear you over the music" And he says "Come on man just tell me who you sound like!" And my grin turns into a smile showing my teeth about and I say "Man, I don't even know what the hell you're talking about" And he says "Man, would you just please for the love of god, tell me who the fuck you sound like!!!" And I said "Alright man, I'm gonna tell you who I sound like, right now." "I sound like me" "I sound like me" "Yeah, I sound like me" "I sound like me" It's a melting pot culture And I'm just chewing the stew I'm a troubadour paperboy Just giving you news Folk, Rock, Reggae, Psycadelic, Punk Rock, Blues I got Tunes about Love, Loss, Traveling and Booze
52.
When I got to the canyon, was a broken man I was broken as a man can be And then one night there was a next door light And finally I could see A gathering of creatures harmonizing by moonlight I felt a stir in my soul And all was right And there was peace in the canyon that I call my home There was peace in the canyon, never really feel lonely Peace in the canyon where I rest my bones And there was peace in the canyon where I call Where I call my home I was locked up in my treehouse Just lonesome as a man can be But instead of crying I just stopped on by When I heard those creatures sing They pulled me in a circle To join them in a song I felt a stir in my soul The pain was gone And there is peace in the canyon where I call my home There is peace in the canyon, I never ever feel lonely Peace in the canyon where I rest my bones And there is peace in the canyon where I call Where I call my home

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New songs each week until we get to 52. This album will continue to grow as the weeks go by, so be sure to check back.

There are a whole bunch of songs I have yet to release and/or record. I also have a slew of new songs that I’m writing. Instead of the usual assembling of musicians, engineers and studio space for multitracking, overdubbing, mixing, perfecting, promoting, pressing, bla, bla, etc. I’ve decided to go a more direct route

I will be recording songs with a stereo pair of microphones either by myself or with whoever happens to be visiting me on the day I record. Raw, real, immediate, warts and all recordings. Maybe a little reverb. Maybe a little delay.

The original idea was to release one song a week this year. I’m obviously late but still plan on delivering a year’s worth of new tunes.

52 Songs by Paul Monjee


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released January 31, 2013

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